Waiting for Tomorrow...
I wasn't going to post today because I just think that days like today are better left to me alone...why spread the ooze. And then I figured, well, I always share the funny quirky strange days maybe once in a while it would be ok to share a trampled flat and broken day. I feel like crying and I have felt that way most of the day, I know why but it would be so hard to put it into words and really the "why" is just so very complicated and emotionally draining that it needs to stay bottled, its just that today its a little extra fizzy and the cap keeps trying to pop off. So there it is...no explanation just a tiny plea for a cyber hand to hold. Tomorrow will be a better day...
posted by Lucy Kruze at 2:26 PM
10 Comments:
I hope that tomorrow and every day after are better days. I hate seeing people that I love so very much
unhappy at anytime. I know it's not realisic to think that every person is going to be happpy all the time but I hope that everyone has many more good days than bad. I will gladly hold your cyber hand, and give you a cyber hug,smile,and shoulder to make a bad day
go far away, although the in person way is far better. luv ya KRUZE
Kruze you have no idea how very much that means to me, and thank you for the card and flowers and the things you said when you got home...you amaze me...how you can continually open my eyes.
I do love you,
Luc
It's just life. As von Clauswitz said, "All skill is in vain if an angel pisses in the flintlock of your musket."
There are many ways to get through these things...mine include a chocolate egg cream, if in NY; a good burger; reading "Up in the Old Hotel," or "Missing Links" (yes, a golf book but simply one of the three funniest novels ever written); or doing what my Mother, a psychiatrist told me to do, though it might be a bit more difficult for you. "Mom," I said one day long ago, "I'm really down. Can't write, thoroughly depressed and can't even play my guitar." "Son," she replied, "Tuck in your shirt, unzip your fly, stick your hand in your pants and walk down the street, thinking about what you are doing. I guarantee you'll laugh."
The caveat here, is that Mom taught mostly, rather than take on a lot patients, and I've always wondered how many twisted folk are out there as a result of either her analysis or teaching. But one had to love her.
Refugee from Reason:
I think that I would have liked your mother very much, such answers and advice she gave. Unique and refreshing way to look at life. And as for the Angel pissin' in the Flintlock of my Musket...I have finally decided to turn a blind eye on that "angel". I think you may have helped more then you know. And your mothers "tuck in your shirt" advice......yep, thats a winner as well. Anyway Thank You ~Luc~
Lucy...Had I read this yesterday and not this evening I would have called you like I was considering doing. I'm sorry that you had to feel so down alone, though I have had days like that and understand that sometimes it's just easier to just stay to ones self until you're ready to share. I know I've said it before, but I am always out there ready to listen and even give a cyber hand. Like Kruze wrote, I hope that tomorrow and every day after shines a little brighter for you. Enjoy tomorrow doing the flower thing...can't wait for Monday!!
Luc,
Sorry to post so late. Just a note to tell you that if you ever need a cyber hand I'll be there. Also, if you need to chat, just a phone call away or email,whatever you fancy... or helps chase the blues away.
A little silly advice for you. I told my co-worker the other day that I think that we should run outside and scream our heads off to relieve stress..just a thought.
Love ya and hope tomorrow is a better day. You tell Kruze he is a very nice,sweet man and soo supportive.
Blondie
Luc, sorry to hear you had such an off day, wish I could have been there to help, and I wish I wouldn't have been so busy and missed your post the day you wrote it I would have given you a call to try to cheer you up. Sometimes those off days realy help us appreciate those good ones. What is one of your favorite quotes "this too shall pass" or something like that.
Love you and miss you loads girl, wish I could have been there to give you a little sister hug, share a sqwat and a pot of coffee.
What great friends every single one of you and just so that you know...because I don't say it nearly enough... you all are awesome each and every one of you and I love ya like crazy cakes!!
I think we need to validate these days as much as the funny quirky ones. I spent two days crying off and on this week, and hated it, but after it was over I felt so cleansed. Sounds like you have great people in your corner.
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